cusp versus edge: fight!
the feeling of fruitlessness
life is so difficult to navigate lately… this is coming from someone who doesn’t go anywhere or do anything except live his pursuit i am either on the cusp of something brilliant, some huge revelation or new threshold of understanding; or at the edge of some immeasurable disaster, a great unravelling of everything i have known or built and perhaps disillusion of everything that may ever come to be it is tough to say, maybe I don’t wanna label it, or speak the thought into existence progress is coming along well on the seventh spaceship.
More =======feeling ultra unmotivated this feels like such a wasted week… or weeks, maybe? i really did do some constructive things, but life is really hard dealing with death. i miss him already.
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